Just make me fall in love even when I get hurt

Have you ever loved someone so much that even when you get hurt, you will still continue to love that person? Isn't it weird that loving is, somewhat, a friend of heartaches? pains? and suffering? 

A few years ago, I met someone that made me feel so special. It was really a long long time ago but he still cross my mind. Back then, I feel like everything's gonna be fine. That our lovestory will never end. But it's not. He left without even telling me the reason. It hurts. It really hurts. But not everyone knows what I did after he left me. 

I am actually so crazy about him and I couldn't let this relationship pass just like that. What I did was, I worked on an office where I can see everyday and can constantly make him realize that we are still for each other. I did everything that I can. I pass by their office and ask him something that is work related even it doesn't really makes sense. If I need some office supplies and it's not available in our office, I would go to their office and ask him to spare me one. I still text him and ask him to talk to me. I said I want closure but what I really want to get him back. It was weird. It was wrong. 

Then I met a girl. She said that she's been 'dating' him. It hurts me. Really hurts me. But I can't do anything if he wanted another girl other than me. I became friends with that girl and discovered that she's been dating him few weeks before he left me. At that moment, I was reminded of all the things that I did after he left me. I was so stupid to ask him to come back to me when he already found someone else. That's why whatever I do, he will never come back. 

After all, he hasn't really left my mind. Every once in a while, he still cross my mind and I'm still thinking of what could have been. But, the good thing is. I've moved on. I am better now. I am stronger now. What happened taught me some things that I couldn't imagine I could get. It changed my perspective in love and it has change the way I see a romantic relationship. I am no longer hoping for him to come back. I am now patiently waiting for someone to come at the right time and at the right situation. If he made me feel so special, how much more the right one that God has prepared for me?

Romantic relationship should be Christ-centered. Since Christ is the author of love, He will never let love leave your relationship if He is the center. I may be hurt, crushed, and I suffered, but it made me stronger, better, and wiser. :)