You don't understand now, but soon, you will - JESUS

"Jesus replied, 'You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.'" - John 13:7

Lately, I was asking God about life, future, and His plans. Though I haven't really got a direct answer for my questions, I've grown to be more drawn to God's presence.

There are about hundreds of questions I ask God each day. Lord, where do you want me to be? Why am I here? Why do I have to know these? Why do I have to meet these people? Why am I feeling this? Why? And the sort of things. But nothing kept me in peace. I almost feel like I am nowhere to go or that I have some place I have to be in. But there is one question that really made me cry, Lord, how? 

For the past few weeks, there has been an extreme conviction of doing something for God's greater glory but I don't know how and where to start. One thing that's really bugging me is that, I feel like God was asking me to let go of some things that are really precious to me. He is also like asking me to let go of some people that's important to me. The why questions then enters the picture. There is pain in letting go of all these.  But I guess, God won't let me feel these things if He don't have a grander plan for me. I believe there is.

So now, I am much excited of what God wants me to do.  I know that it is for His greater glory. I may never know what it is, but I am trusting God for all the things that He have for me in the future. I may lose eveything I have now, money, time, and energy, but I know that God will restore it all more than I expected. I may not uinderstand what He was doing now, but I am rest assured that soon, I will.

All Glory to God! :)