How can we be lovers if we can't be friends?

Three years ago, we were so happy being together and being whatever we wanted to be. I don't know what happened. I don't know what have we done. There are still so many questions in my mind that I cannot identify. Have I moved on? Do you really loved me? Do I still love you?

It is true that there are things that we cannot control. Just like how I cannot stop you from not leaving me. I feel so empty. I feel so cold. And I have never felt this way before. I want you back. I want you now. But I cannot pull you back to me. Why?

It just happened. One day you told me that you are tired. That you cannot be with me any more. How can you do this to me when I have loved you so much? I don't really understand. You said that you're just hurting me so you want to go away but what you did almost killed me emotionally. I was crushed. I am broken. But every time I see you being happy even without me hurts a lot more.

Yes. You never left my mind. You always fill my thoughts. But it's like you have forgotten me forever.

We can't be lovers any more because we can't be friends in the first place. Now this is us. We are strangers again.

#TheSadTruth