Stronger...

"I am a strong person, but every once in an while, I would  like someone to take my hand and tell me that everythings going to be alright."

Some says that to be able to enjoy having a relationship with someone, you should first enjoy youself being single. Because being able to find joy in you means you will not feel lonely when you are alone.

Yes! I have proved to myself that being single is one of the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I don't ask for someone to cheer me up when I am sad. I don't long for someone's touch just to make me feel safe. I don't need someone to be with me everyday just to make me feel satisfied. I don't need those. But sometimes, I want it.

Every once in a while, when I see lovers pass me by, I keep asking myself, "How does it feel to be wrapped around someone's arms?", "How does it feel to be held by someone's hand", "How does it feel to loved by a significant other without asking for it?" I always wonder how.

I am a strong person. I can be alone without somone cuddling me all night. I can be just myself. I have been satisfied with God's everlasting love since the day that I accepted Jesus Christ as my Savior. There is no doubt that when you're in love with Christ, you will never feel alone. But there is something in me that keep telling me that have to have a partner, even when I don't need it.

I know someday, someone will come to me and will say how much he loves me and how long he's been waiting for me. And he will tell me that I've been in his prayers for a long time even before he met me.

It feels so good to be in love and to be loved. But the greatest thing to do before these things come to life, love yourself, be in love with Christ, and pray constantly for that someone special. :)

God bless!